Kiss My Kimchi

May 12

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Mar 15

Anxiety.

I’m slated to start graduate school in fall at KU, but the application process has come to a halt. The professor who agreed to write me a recommendation WROTE THE WRONG FUCKING SCHOOL IN THE LETTER. She “nominated” me for THE WRONG FUCKING SCHOOL. I checked back in my email and I definitely told her the correct program and university. She said she would send me another one, and hopefully it gets here soon because I have two weeks from tomorrow to get it in.

Oh, and yes, I know that I am completely betraying Yonsei and everything that school did for me, but having taken graduate classes there as an undergraduate, I know it’s a complete waste of my fucking time. I guess when I move to Anam, I’ll have to retire my Yonsei sweatshirt when I jog. Dang.

BTW, working on a post [mentally] of how coming to Korea at the ripe age of 17 shaped the path I soon followed. Working on it….

White Day in Korea.

Student: 선생님~~ 남자친구있으세요?

KMK: 응..있어요…

Student: Today.. chocolate.. give..?

KMK: 아니…

Student: 오~~~~~ baddddd~~~~

BF had a staff dinner last night, and apparently got the same reaction from his boss when he said he didn’t give me chocolates.

Mar 14

Mom met BF on Skype.

Reported to my sister that she thinks his accent is “sexy”….

Fucking shoot me. I feel like someone just poured acid into my ears.

Mar 08

Sigh.

Had a dream last night I was trapped in a mall, so I decided to get my nails done!

BF dropped the “L” bomb.

Last night BF and I were drifting off to sleep, when I noticed he was playing with my hair. He had been playing with my hair for quite some time and I was surprised he hadn’t fallen asleep yet. I decided not to question it, seeing as I’m a sucker for being pet like a kitten. ANYWAY… My mind starts drifting to food, as it normally does, and I was thinking about how to make delicious pancakes when…

BF: KMK?

ME: …Yes?

…silence….

BF: Don’t freak out…

KMK: Okay…

BF: I love you.

KMK: What? Is this a joke? Are you serious? 

BF: Yes. I am serious.

KMK: I was just thinking about pancakes and now you’re saying this? Are you just saying this because I’m bad at emotions and you want to see how I will react?

BF: No! I’m serious!

KMK: ………………….

By this point he is laughing at me because this is pure evidence of how horrible I am at emotions! Grr.

Anyway.. I said it back, because I do.

Mar 07

I suck at updating.

I guess since I stopped dating K-boys and living that single girl life, I feel like people may not like my mushy posts about how nice my current situation is? Anyway, I’ve been inspired by Anon question asking message people to start trying to put more effort towards my Tumblr loves!

The recent highlight has been a teacher at my kindergarten doing the midnight run last week a day before the new semester began. We already have a girl from NZ who is her replacement. [Gotta love F2 visa holders, right?] Anyway, she said she was British, only to follow that up with “I’m from New Zealand, but I hold a British passport so from time to time I like to throw on a British accent and pretend I’m British!” Every other word out of her mouth is “jolly” and just for the record, I don’t do cheery. Get the fuck outta my face. Please. [See, I’m not completely rude!] I’m half convinced both of her accents are fake and one day she is going to admit she is from New Jersey. I’ll keep you posted.

Went out with SEFY last Friday in Hongdae and it only came back to me Sunday night that I made some American guy from Indiana feel my bicep as I flexed. Yup, that happened.

Things with BF are lovely. HE MADE MY BED AND TOOK OUT THE TRASH BEFORE HE LEFT LAST WEEK. If that doesn’t show how legit this relationship is, then WHAT DOES?!

Starting tutoring two 13 year old boys every Friday evening, and they live in the same apartment complex as Glasses. Go, KMK! I rock at awkwardly running away from boys I used to date as they call my name. 

ExBF contacted me recently, and when I told him I was now seeing someone, he responded “I know you won’t be as happy with him as you were with me.” I hung up. He followed that up with a Facebook message about a month later thanking me for always being there for him. Yeah.

Mar 06

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Mar 02

Out.

SEFY and I are going out in Hongdae tonight. Looking to dance the sorrows of our lives away. Message me if you want in ;)

Feb 22

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